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Pokemon - Pokemon Theme (Full Version) - YouTube →
I have this stuck in my head!!! Made for an awesome childhood though.
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He’s your first love. I intend to be your last. However long it takes
– Niklaus Mikaelson (Excuse me while I faint and never get up again) -
I dont know how to feel.
all I know is I hate those kinda of endings on season finales!!!!! I need the next season now damn it!!!!!! :’(
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This is what I get for being skint
Both parents going away now … Mum with her boy toy thing (who I am loathe to get to know cos well I just don’t care after her ex-husband) … And dad is taking stepmum and siblings on hols.
Dad better fucking let me take the car to Nottingham whilst they’re gone…..or for someone to give me a fucking job so I can take myself on a holiday
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Day 16, Thursday: Something difficult about your “lot in life” and how you’re working to overcome it
I feel like I’ve mentioned it so much for this may challenge but would have to be having depression. I hope -fingers crossed- I’m pretty much recovered for now, but I’m so worried about what is a normal reaction to things (or reactions caused by normal hormones aka pms) or if its signs of slipping back because I genuinely cannot tell the difference.
I’ve been to counselling and as much as I wanted to get out of it by the end, in some respects I wish it was still going. There was so much that was untouched and there wasn’t really the push that’s there when I pitched counselling sessions in my head - or even on tv (which are somewhat relevant to real life, having done basic counselling modules in my degree). But it wasn’t there and I needed that push because I don’t feel I can ever open up to my friends about it - they hear enough from me anyway - and definitely not to my parents.
I’m trying to push myself to think more positive, use the techniques I learnt and stop the cycle. Its hard though when I have nothing to keep me distracted during the day. Hardly any friends live near me and theyre swapped with exams at the moment anyway. That plus the constant unemployment and rejections from job applications, it can get hard to stay positive.
Ive joined the gym and trying to eat healthier, though I always have cravings and such for junk food so it makes it hard at times. Especially when I think I have an addictive personality well I really shouldn’t be allowed to shop in tescos by myself …. I secret eat. Its kinda bad really. I’m trying to get on top of it but well am failing lately.
